I was sitting there in the traffic, waiting for the light the heat and humidity building in the van, one window open to the moist air after the flooding
I saw a character, a caricature, a man out of time on the sidewalk, under the underpass, half in shadow He was a beat, not a Ginsberg, no he wouldn’t Howl, a modern day Kerouac, or someone who aspired to be
It was his walk, his gait, his hair, his clothes a slouched walk, bath sandals that had been worn outside too long hunched shoulders, time spent in dim lit libraries, before glowing computer screens, shaded lamps an oversized blazer from the thrift store over a frock prom shirt, frilled and with cranberry edging
I could sense the latte on his breath smell of clove cigarettes in the wool of the coat too warm for the day around him a mop of coarse black hair that hadn’t seen a brush or comb in days sunken eyes, and a certainty he’d written lines far darker than these words that would confuse and provoke the unfairness of the mundane, the bleakness of his bourgeois existence unaware of his place, his role in the intelligentsia
A yawn at the coffee house, or maybe a demigod hard to say across the street, as I was driving by his path for those few moments before my light went green and I went on down the road away from the college-aged, but no longer in college beat on the street in Concord May 18, 2006 5:59pm